1. Blake & Ben (A New Beginning) - Chapter 6 - Let Me In


    Date: 3/2/2016, Categories: Fiction, Gay, Teen Male / Teen Male, Author: StudioXPS, Rating: 75.9, Source: sexstories.com

    look at him. His lip is busted and bleeding and his eyes are moist. I reach up and grab his hand as I try to regain my breath. Blake looks up at his father with hate in his eyes. “No… no he’s not,” Hank says quietly, shaking his head and backing away from the scene he just caused. He turns around and grabs his car keys off the kitchen countertop and exits the house into the garage, slamming the door in the process. We hear the garage door raise and his vehicle start up and back out of the garage. We all breathe a sigh of relief when we realize he’s gone. - BLAKE ABEL FOSTER - “Ben…” I say, helping him to his feet. “Oh, Ben, honey…” my mother says, helping me get Ben up. “Ben, I’m so sorry.” “It’s not your fault, Mrs. Fo-…” he coughs. “Er… Kelly.” Through a pained face, she smiles at him then turns around and heads to kitchen to busy herself, clearly ashamed at what just happened. I’ll be sure to talk to her in a bit. Ben rubs the side of his face and finally, his eyes meet mine. “Blake, you’re bleeding…” he says, bringing his hand to the side of my face. I tongue the inside of my lip, tasting that metallic taste of blood. I feel the moistness as he wipes the blood from my chin, disposing of it on his own shorts. “Ben, I’m so sorry. I should have just let you leave the first time you got up. But, I needed you…” I trail off. “That’s why I stayed, baby,” he says, holding my hand and rubbing my arm with his free hand. “Still, I can’t help but feel horrible. My Dad just attacked ...
    you. That’s just so… wrong… It’s just…” “Stop it. You hear me? I’m not as fragile as you think I am, cutie,” he says, smiling at me. I spot Mom in the kitchen, crying over the sink. I can’t help but feel responsible for those tears. How can the day start off great, turn fantastic with Ben in my bedroom, and end with such pain, guilt and remorse? “It’s all my fault. If I would have just kept my mouth shut, stayed closeted…” I say. Ben follows my gaze, seeing my mother in the kitchen having her moment. “It’s not your fault for being gay, Blake. You can’t help who you are,” Ben says, returning his eyes to mine. “But, if I just…” I say, before Ben cuts me off. “No! You stop it,” he says, positioning himself, moving closer to me and taking my face in both of his hands. “None of this is your fault. This is all on your Dad and his homophobia. Quit blaming yourself. Right now. I want you to say it - ‘It’s not my fault.’” My eyes leave his gaze and return to my mother in the kitchen. I hope I haven’t disappointed her. I hope she still loves me. This is all… “Say it,” Ben says, applying more pressure to my face with his hands. “It’s not my fault,” I say. He smiles and kisses me. And, just like that, I somewhat believe in my own words. It’s not my fault. “I better get out of here and let you talk to your Mom,” he says, the thumb on his right hand brushing my cheek. My eyes return to him. I don’t want him to leave, I still need him. He really is my life raft. I love him so much, it hurts ...
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