1. Blake & Ben (A New Beginning) - Chapter 6 - Let Me In


    Date: 3/2/2016, Categories: Fiction, Gay, Teen Male / Teen Male, Author: StudioXPS, Rating: 75.9, Source: sexstories.com

    God gave me an incredible friend in Chris, and for that, I will always be thankful. I smile and nod a thank you to him. I open the passenger side door and step out, closing the door as Chris puts the car in reverse and backs out of the driveway. I don't move from that spot, I can't. My hands are anchored in my pockets as I stare at the concrete in front of me, willing my feet to move. I look up at Ben standing on the porch. He finally barrels down the stairs and slams into my body, hugging me. I hear him sniff as he squeezes me tight. I'm such a terrible person. First, I come out to my parents, causing a fight and the destruction of their years of marriage. And now? Now, I've made the one person in my life, who I truly love, cry. Cry because of my actions. I didn't think I had anymore tears left to cry. Boy, was I mistaken. "I'm sorry, Ben," I cry, grabbing hold of him even tighter. I want to say more, but getting that out was hard enough. "What were you trying to prove, going quiet on me like that? Why would you scare me like that," he asks in a hurt, accusing tone. "I didn't want to..." I sniff, stopping to catch my breath. "I didn't want to screw up our relationship like I did my Mom and Dad's." Ben pulls away from me, taking my face in his hands. "What on earth are you talking about," he asks. I can't meet his eyes. If I look at them, and they're all moist and puffy, I'm going to lose it all over again. So, I avoid them, looking down at the cement. "My mom is going to ...
    divorce my dad, because of what happened tonight. Not just because of what happened tonight. But, tonight was the last straw and it's all my fault." "It is not your fault, bab-..." "Yes, it is, Ben! I'm a screw up. Like Gavin said in the mall the other day, I'm a mess. First, I screw up the relationship between me and Gavin. Then I wreck my parents marriage by coming out. And I don't want to screw this up, Ben. I don't want to do or say something to ruin what you and I have. You're all I have! So, I thought being quiet was the best way and I..." That's when I make the mistake, I look at his eyes on mine. And just as I feared, they are moist and puffy, a tear streaming down his cheek as I look up. "And I..." I try to say again through a quivering bottom jaw. "And I... I don't want to lose you, too!" "Oh, Blake..." he says, pulling me into his body again, lightly swaying me back and forth. "That is not going to happen, baby. You can't lose me, not even if you try. I love you, Blake. Why can't you see that? What do I have to do to prove that to you? How can I make you see that I'm here for the long haul? I'm not going anywhere. I only want to be where you are, Blake Abel. I'm here, knocking on the door. Let me in." He goes quiet for a minute and I hear nothing but the nighttime insects. "What can I do to show my love for you, Blake? Do I have to make love to you out here in my driveway?" Without even realizing it, I begin nodding my head. Ben pulls his head away from me, a smile ...