1. Blake & Ben (A New Beginning) - Chapter 6 - Let Me In


    Date: 3/2/2016, Categories: Fiction, Gay, Teen Male / Teen Male, Author: StudioXPS, Rating: 75.9, Source: sexstories.com

    - BLAKE ABEL FOSTER - Ben and I continue playing Call of Duty on my Xbox One as I hear the garage door open for the second time this evening. My stomach clenches and I feel like I’m going to throw up. This time, I know it’s my Dad. And I know, later tonight, after Ben leaves, my Dad will go ballistic when I come out to him and my mother. My hands begin trembling on the Xbox controller. Before I know it, my entire body is trembling. My right knee knocks into Ben’s numerous times before he realizes it and diverts his attention from the gun-to-gun combat on the television to the fear on my face. My jaw, following suit with the rest of my body, begins trembling. I sniff rather loudly, staring at the television screen. I place my controller on the floor in front of my crossed legs. “Blake…” Ben asks, putting his controller down. I don’t look at him, I can’t look at him. I’m trying my hardest to keep it together right now. But, the fear of what’s going to happen tonight is overwhelming me. I know if I look at Ben’s face, I’m going to lose it. God, is this all moving too fast? Is my relationship with Ben moving at an unrealistic pace? Is it possible to legitimately fall in love with someone this fast? Or am I just so desperate for human contact after Gavin, that the first guy I find I immediately cling to like a life raft? “Blake, look at me, baby…” he says, placing a hand on my trembling knee. His touch calms me, all be it only a little bit. Is this love? Or is he just my life ...
    raft? Am I just clinging on to him to keep my head above water? There’s only one way to tell. “Blake,” he demands, raising his voice. I snap out of it and look at him. The worry on his face, worry out of love, is enough for me to know - this is all real. I love this boy. Why the hell else would I feel the need to come out to my parents now, instead of later in life, if I didn’t truly love Ben? I feel a tear streak down my right cheek. “Blake, you’re scaring me. What’s wrong,” he says, getting to his knees and taking my hands in his. I look down at my hands in his as he squeezes them. I continue looking at them and see one of his hands leave mine as I look at the floor next to us. I feel a finger under my chin that brings my eyes back to him. “Blake, talk to me. What’s going on?” He rubs the tip of my chin once between his thumb and index finger before my vocal chords finally decide to do what they were made to do. “I’m, uh…” I pause to sniff. “I’m going to uh… come out to my parents tonight… after you leave. I’m going to tell them,” I say. A loving smile spreads across his face. He stays quiet for a moment and I notice his eyes glisten as they begin to water. “Just when I thought I couldn’t possibly love you anymore…” he says, his thumb swiping back and forth across my hand that he still has a hold on. “What do you mean,” I ask, sniffing. “Well,” he says, the loving smile still plastered across his face. “Yesterday, when we got back from the mall, I knew.” “You knew what,” I ask. ...
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