1. Blake & Ben (A New Beginning) - Chapter 6 - Let Me In


    Date: 3/2/2016, Categories: Fiction, Gay, Teen Male / Teen Male, Author: StudioXPS, Rating: 75.9, Source: sexstories.com

    “No…” I say, my eyes pleading with him to stay. I need him to stay. Otherwise, I don’t think I’ll have the guts to do it. He’s my strength, my rock. And I need him, now more than ever. He sees it in my eyes and sits back down at the table. My mother continues looking at Ben, who is now staring down at his dinner plate, seeming as if he’s too ashamed to make eye contact with anybody else - like he’s in trouble. Like he’s going to be the one who’s going to have to deal with my parents. He feels the weight of the situation and knows exactly what I’m going through. My mother’s gaze changes from Ben to me. I’m still looking at Ben. She sees it in my eyes. As I look at her, I can tell she’s already put two and two together. My father, completely oblivious and not really caring, picks up his phone again and taps away on the touch screen. I begin breathing heavily, trying to keep the tears at bay. My left foot begins bobbing my leg up and down with reckless abandon - banging into the bottom of the table a few times, bringing my dad’s attention from the phone. “Blake, stop hitting the table…” he says, barely looking up from his phone. “Hank…” my mother says, reaching for my father’s hand. He looks at her as she bobs her head towards me. I exhale loudly through my mouth and look up at the ceiling - not wanting to meet my father’s gaze. My breathing rate increases and so does my heart rate. I didn’t realize until he squeezes my hand, but Ben has been holding onto my hand, under the ...
    table ever since he sat down. “Blake, what’s going on,” he asks, actually sounding concerned. I still can’t meet his gaze. “Mom… D-D-Dad…” I stutter. “Blake,” my mother says with a curt tone to get my attention. My eyes lock onto her’s. “Just say it, honey.” I see a look of understanding, caring and knowing in her eyes. She helps me through it, by letting me say it to her, instead of having to look at my father. She’s made it feel like her and I are the only two people in the room, even though I still feel Ben. I sniff, letting a tear fall down my cheek. Oh, God… here it comes. “I’m gay.” - BENJAMIN JAXON SMITH - The air changes in the room as soon as Blake utters those two words. The same two words I uttered to my own parents just last night. “I’m gay.” Blake finally breathes a short sigh of relief, but is still tense. I can tell he’s tense by how hard he’s squeezing my hand. I sigh, quietly under my breath and squeeze Blake’s hand. He realizes what he’s going and eases up on his grip. The entire table is silent, minus Blake’s loud breathing. Kelly looks at her son, tears filling her eyes. But, a smile spreads across her face. And it’s not a smile of pity, the smile is all genuine. “Oh, Blake, honey…” she says, still smiling. She begins to stand up from her chair when, suddenly, Hank bangs his fist on the table, startling everybody at the table, myself included. “Great. That’s just fucking great,” he says, his voice getting louder. “And I suppose Ben, here, is the cause for all ...
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