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Desolation
Date: 11/28/2016, Categories: Cheating, Author: SITTING, Rating: 27, Source: LushStories
me. His chest is pressed against mine and I feel the familiar hardness against my lower stomach. There isn’t anything romantic about the moment and it strikes me as ironic suddenly. Two near-strangers making out on a cliff top at midday – it’s like a scene from some predictable rom-com. But Trent isn’t going to last. We both know it. In two days the vacation is over and I go home and he goes back to… whatever life he has. It doesn’t bother me that I know practically nothing about him. I slip my hands beneath his shirt, feeling the warm, tight skin stretched over muscle and bone. He’s still in good shape, despite the drugs. I wonder how long he’ll last, or whether he’ll be smart enough to stop before age gives him that emaciated, yellow look that hard drug users inevitably end up with. His mouth swallows my moan as his hands find my ass, pulling me hard against his erection. Afterwards I’ll regret it. I’ll feel bad, guilty. But right now, it’s too much. Everything depends on wilfully finding that escape. And I know it’s a cycle, but I’m not interested in finding a way out. I can live through the shame and remorse if only for the pleasure. I’ll have to because I can’t live without this kind of thing. He releases me briefly and I watch him grasp at his belt, undoing it hurriedly, rough fingertips finding the zip on his jeans and then he’s finally ready; his cock standing out, hard and proud. I stare and don’t feel ashamed. He knows I’m only after one thing. He’s after the same ...