1. A Stepmother's sin - Ch 8 - Robert returns to college - the end of a wonderful summer:


    Date: 11/18/2017, Categories: Taboo, Author: submissivemom72, Rating: 9, Source: LushStories

    and then headed for security. I was crying quietly as he walked away. I knew then, as I know now, I will never have this level love, tenderness or intimacy with anyone else no matter how long I live. The summer was over, and we had survived, but I had a profound sense of loss and loneliness at that moment. Epilogue: Yes, when Robert left, I was filled with an incredible sense of loneliness, and loss. There was a profound emptiness in my life, and in my bed. Certainly, I missed the sexual excitement and pleasure; but I missed sharing my bed with him and cuddling through the night even more. I tried to meet my sexual needs through masturbation; however, my libido dropped dramatically, I was able to achieve limited success with my own hand. I was pleased that Robert resumed his schoolwork without any problems. He and I would talk on the phone weekly. I learned that Robert was dating several young women at school. His grades were good and everything seemed to have stabilized for him nicely. Every Friday evening, Robert would call me and try to engage me in phone sex using the vibrator he gave me and the hands free headset. Robert, like most young males could “spank the monkey” under almost any circumstance with success. On the other hand, (literally), it would take several glasses of wine to get me to relax enough to even consider mounting ‘big red’ and even with Robert’s encouragement and my best efforts over the hands free headset, my ability to achieve an orgasm was a rare ...
    occurrence. One Friday night, Robert instructed me to get my laptop and set it up on the table next to the chair where the vibrating dildo was to be attached attached. He directed me to and told me to search for 'James Deen fucks mature woman.' It was a thirty nine minute clip showing a gorgeous redhead and her younger lover. I hit pause; went to the couch while wearing the headset. I inserted the vibrator while telling Robert precisely how wide I was being stretched. I waddled over to the chair, affixed the vibrator and hit play. "Mom, who do the actors in the movie remind you of?" "Oh my god, it looks like you and me. Her hair is red, but the way they are making love... it's like I am watching a video of you and me." I came quickly that evening, fantasizing that Robert was doing to me precisely what James Deen was doing to the beautiful woman on the screen. But as I said, more often than not, I was not able to achieve orgasm over the phone with Robert. On a few other occasions, when I seemed to be at the peak of my cycle and my libido was at its height, and Robert was verbally arousing me with memories of our most cherish and sensual encounters, I did cum. And while very enjoyable, it still left me feeling a bit empty and unfulfilled. Robert certainly enjoyed our verbal long distance foreplay, and was disappointed when I could not achieve an orgasm during these games. In fact, I got in the habit of doing something I had never down previously, I occasionally faked orgasms on ...
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