1. A Stepmother's sin - Ch 8 - Robert returns to college - the end of a wonderful summer:


    Date: 11/18/2017, Categories: Taboo, Author: submissivemom72, Rating: 9, Source: LushStories

    nor could you have stopped them even if you tried. And yes, many times you tried. I have tried to make you understand this over the past two years, so now I will try in writing. Maybe if you have some time to read and re-read my thoughts and feelings you will begin to accept them as true. You are the most beautiful, giving and loving woman I have ever known (including my fiancé whom I adore). You do not have it in yourself to deny those you love any affection. When I arrived at your apartment in June, two years ago, I knew I was going to push the boundaries with you all summer. I did not l know how successful I would be, but I had plotted, in my own mind, several plans to share some level of sexual experiences with you. The masturbation on the couch, and what followed was just one of many plans I had hatched. I should not have done it, but I could not fight my obsession. Yes, I was obsessed with you. The only way you could have kept me ‘in line' would have been to become so harsh with your admonishments, that you would have felt that you were jeopardizing our relationship; and this was something I knew you could not do. You have often asked me if I had any regrets as you spoke of yours. I have always told you that I had none. That is not entirely true. I regret not being more sensitive to the guilt you might experience as I pushed you into a physical relationship that you did not seek. I convinced myself that the sexual pleasure I gave you was sufficient justification for ...
    the minor pangs of guilt you experienced. I knew what I wanted, and I rationalized everything else. I guess that’s what kids do, huh? They typically do not think too much about how their actions will affect their parents. So I am sorry I was not more considerate of your needs. I love you very much. I really do believe I love you even more deeply and on more levels because of the intimacy we shared. And I will treasure those most intimate moments. To the readers (if you ever see this): I know you probably think I am a selfish jerk. Honestly, you are not far wrong, at least I was. In my defense, what teenager isn’t? And what teenage boy does not convince himself that providing the object of his affections with sexual pleasure and sexual fulfillment is adequate to offset any emotional harm he may cause her? Yes, we are all jerks. Some of us grow to be decent men, but we all start out as jerks. The difference is that, in most cases, the object of our affections is not our stepmother. Or at least we do not actively pursue our mothers or stepmothers as I did. But I did, and do I love her. I loved her deeply and my pressuring her sexually really was an expression of my love. It was also an immature, selfish way to express my love, but make no mistake, I felt as deep and passionate love for her as any man could feel for any woman. And I still do. My life is going very well. My intimacy with my mother has not harmed me in any way. I will graduate from college in May. I am now engaged to ...
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