1. A Very Merry Christmas - Part Five


    Date: 8/14/2015, Categories: Lesbian, Author: PurdyKat, Rating: 2, Source: LushStories

    have some fun." "No, its not them, I...I just can't do it." "You don't put yourself in a place to." She spread her hands out, "I've told you the clubs to go to, you'll find someone, Amber, you're beautiful and sweet." She tapped the DVD, "Bet you could find an older woman who'd love to take you under her wing." "I...I couldn't with someone I just met." "So meet someone at the club and get to know them first, make friends, then make...more than friends." "Sarah, I just can't." I was so frustrated I was whining, "Even if it's right there I can't." "You don't know that." She smiled reassuringly, "You haven't been in that spot and..." "I was today." "You were?" she leaned back and grabbing the bottle of Rum sloshed more into her cup and passed me mine, she took a sip, "Tell me." I took a couple of long swallows of the rum dominated drink and taking a deep breath told her of today's near miss with Lexi. I was afraid she would make fun of me, but she sat there quietly sipping her drink and when I was finished she said, "Wow, Lexi would be perfect. She's pretty, she's nice and like you said probably new to it and you wouldn't feel so overwhelmed." "Thanks." "You see her all the time, next time take the lead and do it. You said she looked like she was hoping for it." "That's the problem." No longer concerned about my state of sobriety I shot gunned the last of my drink. "She's waiting for me and I don't have a damn clue of what to do and the girls that do really know then I'll feel ...
    stupid for not knowing what to do with them." "Everyone starts somewhere, just like guys. Your first time you were nervous, but with your last boyfriend you knew what you wanted." "But this is...you know, different. I'm not even sure I can, or really want to or should or..." "Goddamn, Amber, I always said you were so uptight you could fuck up a wet dream, and now you really are." "Easy for you to say, you never worry about anything." "My first time she was older and I just kind of let her do what she wanted." She smiled, "Felt damn good and I wanted more, end of story. You're turning it into a damn research project with all your what ifs." "I'm just confused I guess." "No, you're uptight, the whole thing, Amber is you need to relax and let it happen." "Yeah, I wish it was that easy." "Hey, you relaxed now, other than the conversation?" Sarah asked. "Yeah, sure, but I'm a little..." I giggled, "Tipsy." "Tipsy can help, have Lexi sleep over and have a few drinks, get nice and mellow." "Maybe...then what?" "Okay, well." she gave me a sly smile. "You say let's watch something, and you lay on the bed next to her like we do when we watch TV." She indicated the head of the bed, "Lay back, we'll watch a movie." "Um, okay, what?" "I'll pick something," she slipped off the bed and as she went over to the TV on the short book case opposite the bed I pushed myself up so I was leaning against the pillows. Sarah was bending over, fumbling around with the DVDs in the drawer and I watched her ...
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