1. Paddy Gets A Wake Up Visit Part Three


    Date: 8/2/2016, Categories: Mature, Author: WobieTide, Rating: 1, Source: LushStories

    as I sat on the edge of the bed. "Are you alright in there Paddy?" her muted voice sounded through the door. "I'm grand nurse, I'm grand," I answered, "Eh, I'm just not dressed, I was in the shower." I lied, instinctively making a sign of the cross to absolve myself of the lie the moment it left my lips. Oh, Holy God, I thought then, I have far more things to be asking absolution for, other than a venial sin like that. Suddenly the euphoria and elation of the afternoon were eroded by a dark, heavy cloud of guilt, shame and utter self-reproach as I realized the enormity of the more serious sin I had committed. "What are you showering for this hour of the day," the nurse inquired. "Eh, I spilled something on myself and had to change my clothes." Oh Sacred Heart of Jesus, I whispered under my breath at this second lie in as many minutes. I began to murmur an act of contrition immediately. "Oh my God, I am heartily sorry for having offended you." "What were you doing that you spilled something?" the nurse asked. Fornicating! I was fornicating! "Making a bit of lunch." Oh Christ, I'm a liar, I'm a fornicating liar! "...And I detest all my sins, because of Your just punishments..." "What did you spill Paddy?" she further inquired. I spilled my seed. Oh Holy Mother of God! "Milk, a bottle of milk." "...But most of all because they offend You, my God..." "Where did you spill it Paddy?" she asked next. In her belly. Christ, leave me alone woman, you tormenter! "All over my clothes." ...
    "...Who are all good and deserving of all my love.." "That'll stink to the heavens," my tormenter stated. Oh merciful hour. I stink to the heavens! For shame, for shame. "...I firmly resolve, with the help of Your Grace.." "It won't just wash out either, you'll need to steep it," she advised. I'm unclean! Steeped in uncleanliness! "...To sin no more and avoid the near occasion of sin." "That was very careless of you Paddy." The nurse admonished me from the far side of the door. "Anyway, I'll leave you to your own devices." Leave me to my own devices! I felt utterly alone! Utterly lost! I had sinned against God and all the angels in heaven. I had tarnished the memory of my Martha, who had kept me from drifting off the righteous path for over thirty years. Left to my own devices and I was a weakling in the face of the first real temptation that I had been confronted with since Martha's death. I fell to my knees by the side of the bed and began to pray fervently. Naked! I was praying to God, naked! The lingering odor of hedonistic transgression drifted up from my genitals as I knelt, naked, before God! Mercifully, my erection had completely subsided and my penis hung placid, if aching a little from the insurgence of blood with which it had been engorged on my awakening. God forbid that I should have assumed the position of worship in a sexually aroused state! To what depths of debauchery would I plummet, if left to my own devices? Cleanliness is next to Godliness! I arose and ...