1. My road to womanhood (so far....)


    Date: 8/10/2015, Categories: Anal, Shemales, Author: UnDressed2Thrill, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    adolescent, exploring the world and trying to see things from the other (binary at the time of thinking) view of sexuality. Girls and boys are different, but what makes a girl a girl and a boy a boy was strictly limited to my understanding of the world at the time, which was purely biology/genetics. Obviously I didn’t really see it from such a scientific point of a view, but it was overly simplistic in that respect. Anyway, in getting back to the journey… The laundry room was off the hall on the way to the back of the house and my siblings rooms and so I would pass it going to a from my room and it was the clothes I would see hanging to dry or piled on the floor to be washed which sparked a curiosity. When I hit the p*****n/early teen years and first started my journey through puberty I started taking more note – obviously – of what separated girls from boys. It was the physical differences which meant a different clothing and ultimately in (generally speaking) different outward appearance. Skirts, bras, dresses, long hair, makeup, etc…where the things that made girls seem so different from boys. While I likely didn’t realize it at the time (retrospectively it seems to make sense to me), I felt the best way to understand my gender was to explore and try to understand both genders. Several times late at night or when I had the house to myself, I “borrowed” some of my mother’s bras, and a few times my s****rs underwear (my mom didn’t exactly have anything underwear wise that ...
    would fit me…) and tried them on…when I was the only one home or before my parents would come home, I often inspected my moms makeup and tried to understand why a girl would use certain things a bow wouldn’t use and vice versa. In those early pubescent years, I think that I was trying on girls clothes and enjoyed it because it helped spark the imagery of what a girl would look like while wearing those things only. Of course that excited me! I assume it does for most who have any sort of a sex drive and have pubescent hormones coursing through their bodies. This of course never really died down. I never acted particularly feminine, but I certainly wasn’t or was I trying to be, particularly masculine either. The advent of the internet was a dangerous (and very awesome/technically intriguing) tool to have access to which allowed me to seek out and inspect the world with access to things I didn’t have or didn’t know how to access physically. Growing in to be even more of a hormonal teenager none of those curiosities died out, they just intrigued me more and so I delved deeper into the gender, sexual identity, etc aspects of the world. Sometime during that time I discovered masturbating and sometime during that time (while also having access to the limited internet) I explored the concepts of “penetration” as they related to sex. Of course this meant playing with myself anally at the time, but oddly enough I never recall questioning how that related to my gender identity. I was ...
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