1. Drug Lords and Love


    Date: 6/7/2016, Categories: Diary, Bi-sexual, Cheating, Drug, Gay, Author: big_booty, Rating: 85.7, Source: sexstories.com

    was weird. It was cute. It was unique. For some reason I didn't find myself horrified of Kingston Doors. When I looked in his eyes I didn't see some crazy, mad dangerous person. I was sure that was what he was but I didn't see that. The next day I woke up to three missed calls from Ant. I knew he was tripping. The thing about Ant was that he cared even though he wanted met to believe his feelings weren't in this. He just didn't know how to show he cared. That was the problem with all guys who were in the closet. They never really learned how to properly show emotion. I felt like maybe he did love me but the idea of a closeted black gay man telling another closeted black gay man that he loved him was beyond what some people would say. Most closeted gay men thought that would be even MORE gay than the sexual act itself. I didn't return his phone call. I walked into the living room to see Penny. She had her laptop out. “What the hell are you doing?” I walked over to the kitchen. This was earlier than Penny usually was up. I mean it was the normal time for regular people to be up but Penny was used to sleeping well into the afternoon. I thought I could have still been drunk when I saw her busily typing something out on her laptop. I was looking in the fridge. It was completely empty. “Looking out for you. Don't bother looking for food. There is none. I didn't get my foodstamps in the mail.” “Oh god. Why can't Shorty buy food?” “He spent all his money on rent.” “Rent? Rent? I ...
    told him to stop paying that shit. Everything is broke. The landlord hasn't fixed the air. It's always hot as hell in here. Half the electric grid is out. We shouldn't be paying shit until he fixes everything.” “Oh geez. You are turning into Shorty complainging all the time. Did you hear what I said earlier?” “What? “I was looking out for you.” “Oh yeah?” “Aren't you going to ask me how?” “How are you looking out Penny?” Penny turned her computer to me. I looked at the conversation on the screen. It was one of Penny's homegirls. They were having a conversation about none other than Kingston Doors. “I found out what he does on Saturday mornings. My homegirl Tonya. You know Tonya right? She knows everybody business. Well Tonya says that Kingston plays basketball with his boys at the East Park every Saturday morning.” “So what?” “What do you mean so what? So let's take a walk in the park.” I laughed at the idea until I realized that Penny wasn't laughing with me. She was dead serious. No wonder she was telling me this when Shorty was still asleep in his room. Shorty would have cursed her out for even suggesting something this crazy. “Penny, that's lowkey stalking.” “You're interested. We are walking in the park. It's a public place. If you guys just so happen to mean then it happens. I don't see what's stalking about that.” “When was the last time either of us took a walk in the park?” She rolled her eyes. “That's not the point. Look regardless he started when he got someone to ...
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