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Paralysed Faggot 1
Date: 4/6/2016, Categories: Dark Fantasy, Cruelty, Cuckold, Exhibitionism, Gay, Horror, Masturbation, Romance, Sado-Masochism, Stockholm Syndrome, Teen, Voyeurism, Young, Author: mathew elizabeth, Rating: 66.7, Source: sexstories.com
everybody is too damn nice to me! Everyone is so sweet towards me it makes me sick! No one treats me like a human being anymore! They just feel sorry for me and treat me like I'm an ignorant child. Even my caretaker Tim, who I like very much, annoyed me with his fake and blank smiles. I admit that the first year of becoming a quadriplegic was horrifying. As a kid I would wake up every morning thinking I could move my limbs and spring out of bed like I used to. But instead, every morning id cry when I realised that I could never do that again. Sometimes I would just lay there. I would look at the ceiling and scream with tears streaming down my face and stinging my eyes. It wasn't until I was able to move my hands and fingers that I managed to gain a little hope in living. But after ten years I never made anymore progress than merely moving my hands and fingers. Reality didn't seem to matter anymore; all I wanted to do was pay those arrogant younger 'Cash master' boys to fuck with my brain. The boys would laughably yell at me and make fun of me for being a ugly 'cripple' and 'retard'. I would masturbate looking into their mean beautiful eyes as they said these horrible things. I felt like they were the only people telling the truth. I did feel 'worthless' I did feel 'ugly' and most of all I did feel like a 'Retarded Cripple'. Having these cruel words being said to me was so liberating. KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK "Ummm...are you done yet Scotty?" I heard Tim, my 19-year-old caretaker ...