1. Elizabeth's story: sexual discovery with my stepbrother


    Date: 3/18/2016, Categories: Taboo, Author: submissivemom72, Rating: 1, Source: LushStories

    “Elizabeth’s story: sibling love” Background: I am Elizabeth. Today, I am a happily married woman, age 27 with two small children. The story I am about to tell occurred almost exactly ten years ago, during my senior year in high school, within a year of my stepdad’s death in Afghanistan. Events occurred that I did not plan, and I am not necessarily proud of. My husband, whom I adore, knows about these events, and not only understands, but actually finds them stimulating and exciting. He asked me to write and publish this story. As I look back, ten years later, I both regret and cherish some of the experiences my stepbrother and I shared. I have often wondered if something can be wrong and beautiful at the same time. I think I have come to the conclusion that it can be. In a very real sense, this experience was both; at least to me it was. I expect most of you will quickly decide that what my stepbrother and I did was wrong. You may, or may not decide it was also beautiful. I actually understand if you decide this was simply wrong. Remember, things are often more complex when you are experiencing them, than they might appear to an outside observer years after the fact. I never met my biological father. My mother got pregnant in high school, and refuses to tell me any details of who my biological father is or was. I suspect that mom actually does not know. I suspect that she was involved with more than one boy, and is not certain whose seed grew inside her. I was only four ...
    when mom married my step dad. My step brother, who is nine months younger than I am, was just three years old. Gary's biological mother, Dad's first wife, was killed in a traffic accident when Gary was a baby. Neither Gary nor I really remember a time before we were together as family. We grew up together. And although we are not biologically related, emotionally, we are as close as siblings can be. We lose our father: Even before my stepdad was killed, it was pretty much just my mom, my stepbrother and me at home most of the time. Dad was a career military officer who spent extended periods of time deployed overseas. Since many of his deployments were to war zone areas, the rest of the family remained back in the states. We often liver in military housing, either on the base or immediately off the base Dad was a good man, who loved his country and had a strong sense of duty. He truly believed that the actions of our military served to make the world a better place. Me, I am not so sure. But this story is not about political debates surrounding the U.S. military. As a military officer, my father was a stern, complex man, who was difficult to get to know. He would pray to his God one moment; and then drink and cuss the next. He also had a difficult time showing any vulnerability, emotional or otherwise. I know he loved us all; but at times he struggled with precisely how to show that love. Dad was deployed in the original ‘desert storm’ and ‘desert shield’, and also served during ...
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