1. My Life: Past To Present


    Date: 3/13/2016, Categories: True Story, Author: Chevy_Chase_2006, Rating: 60, Source: sexstories.com

    the park not to far from the childrens home and spend about 4 hours with her and it was always amazing. Well about thirteen months into the relationship i became suicidal and ended up in the hospital again and Mary wrote to me constantly letting me know how much she loved me and how much she missed me. When i got out of the hospital i was still an angry mess but tried to make it work with Mary, after all she had done nothing wrong it was all me and the things that had happened to me in my youth and it was still affecting me 7 years later. Mary was my queen, she was perfect in my mind and i was just a fucked up mess that didn't deserve her or her love. During the next year we broke up and got back together several times because i was still in love with her and to be honest I still am. Then it was back to the hospital for the same reason but something happened while i was there, my favorite teacher passed away from breast cancer and that fucking hurt like hell. Mrs. Mullen was 39 years old when she passed away and she was the one person i trusted most in my life because she took her time to get to know me and she understood the person I was when even i didn't know. I attended her memorial service but i just couldn't watch them lower that amazing kind hearted woman into the cold hard ground. That was in May of 2008 and the begining of a hard year for me, I finally ended with Mary for good i was to afraid i would lose the love of my life to something like that too. For two ...
    weeks i stayed in my bedroom and was just an emotional wreck, just a month earlier i lost a great teacher and friend, then ended with my beautiful girlfriend out of fear of losing her too. During that entire summer i would ride my bmx bike an average of 10 miles a day, five miles from home then five miles back and would think of Mrs. Mullen and would wonder what Mary was doing and if she was thinking about me. I also dropped out of school that summer, I couldn't go back to that school and see someone else sitting in my teachers old desk because i was so close to her that it would just hurt. On August 31st 2008, I lost someone else i was extremely close to, he was my best friend and he stood by me no matter what I was facing. I was sitting at home playing around on my computer when I got a text message from my older sister telling me that Devon had been killed in a car crash at 8 that night. I was crushed, here i thought it was going to be my girlfriend that i lost but instead it was my best friend. I found the article the next day on the local news papers website and it was indeed true my best friend was confirmed dead at 10:30 pm on August 31st 2008, he didn't suffer though he was killed instantly. I was ready at that point to move away and put that part of my life behind me but to be honest I still see the images from the paper in my mind and think of him. 14 years ago was the start of all the trama in my life when i first met my dad. At first he was really cool and at eight ...
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