1. Nude by Nature


    Date: 2/29/2016, Categories: First Time, Gay Male, Taboo, Author: gaywolf1990, Rating: , Source: xHamster

    Nude by Nature This ain't nothing for you ignorants! No story for any ordinary person who is not willing, nor able to see things from another angle than theirs. I as a convinced nudist wanna talk about what I think of showing myself naked on the internet. What it feels like to be literally bare to you and whoever else. And why, for God's sake, this way of exposition is the very right thing for me. After more than ten years of self-destructive doubts about my nature. Quirky? Maybe. Vane? Why not? Exhibitionist? By all means! And proud and self-conscious anyway! Lucky me, I do it! I am more than happy that I have eventually gotten enough power to take this leap of faith. Yes, I am falling, and I feel freedom in it! I can hear them say, "Just another shameless guy. Sex and d**gs, sexting and porn. There's nothing else in today's youth. Dangerous!" I say yes. There're so many thing going wrong here! No, it's not okay when our c***dren get addicted to porn. When they mob their pears in fucking shitstorms. Or when criminals go chasing for then as prey. That's the bad side of the world wide web. You agree, or you must be blind! That's why I won't go further here. I was raised within such prejudice on sexuality, eroticism, and nudity. And I was born naked. You may know what comes next: I would get many psycho complexes. I felt only like a weak link. Somewhat curses with homesexuality, fur affinity, exhibitionizm, masochizm, et cetera. I don't believe in the devil but what demons are ...
    in my unlucky heart? That was the way I was thinking all along. It used to be some cruel years till I would realize the only devil was me. When I were so stupid to punish myself for what I am, there's no-one left that I could blame, right? I can't really fight my feeling of, well, that my younger b*****rs and s****rs, that's most of teens of today, they seem not to think about the dangers when they share their nude images with others. Youngsters, you know? But where they might think too less, I used to think too much! I'd only care of the question: Is it normal? Poor me! I'm just as normal as ever. That's not question at all! More should I've asked for my deepest wish. For all my earlier years, I'd been dreaming of showing off naked. But I was shy. Quite normal, indeed! It's just sensible, for example, that I wouldn't run naked through the neighborhood. That'd be rather offensive. And that's not who I am. But what's wrong with doing so only among people who don't mind?! Nothing. This is the simple answer. But I'm not the only one having struggled with this naked truth. If I'd simply asked my parents, or my friends whether or not I ought to do it, they'd give me any answer but this one, wouldn't they? We usually don't find it okay when someone shows himself without clothes on. We don't see nudity as normal. We run away from ouselves and take refuge in the hardest porn. The more I denied my nature, the sicker I got. Good Lord. Thank God, I've become adult now. I've learned to ...
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