1. Ringing In 2015 - Blake and Ben (Part 13, 2 of 2)


    Date: 2/26/2016, Categories: Fiction, Gay, Teen Male / Teen Male, Author: StudioXPS, Rating: 75, Source: sexstories.com

    was all excited to be alone with Ben tonight - ring in the New Year the right way. But, just the thought of Caden and Nyx, especially Nyx, leaving in a few days has depressed the shit out of me. I'm not much of a crier, but that's all I want to do right now - go upstairs, collapse on my bed and cry. I don't know what it is about that boy that makes me yearn for him so badly. I mean, I have Ben. He's fucking gorgeous! If you've ever seen him, I know your first thought would be, "Haven't I seen him on the cover of GQ Magazine?" He's incredibly handsome. But, looks aren't everything. His personality is great. He's so loving, caring and devoted to me, it's not even funny. Just thinking about that makes me feel like an even bigger asshole for kissing Nyx not once, but twice tonight. I want to tell Ben, but it would kill me if I hurt him. I don't want to be sneaky or devious, but I think I'll just keep those kisses between me and Nyx. Unless Ben saw what happened and questions me about it - I can't lie to him. I finally reach the door to my bedroom and throw it open. To my surprise, Ben isn't laying on the bed, naked, giving me a "come hither" look. The lights have been turned off and there appear to be at least 10 candles lit and placed around the room - enough to make the entire room glow, dimly. Ben is sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at the floor, rubbing his hands together, nervously. As soon as he hears the door open, his head shoots up. He sees me gazing around ...
    the room, looking at all the candles, as he gets up and approaches me. He wraps both arms around my waist and pulls me in to him. "Happy New Years, cutie," he says, softly into my ear. I look up into his eyes. My eyes are watering and as I close them, tears stream down both of my cheeks. "Happy New Years, handsome," I say, pulling myself into his chest. I want Ben so bad right now. I need him. "You stop that," Ben says. "None of that right now, you hear me?" I don't look up at him. He brings the side of his index finger down, places it under my chin and pulls my gaze up to his own. "You're my everything, Blake Abel Foster," he says. "I'm nothing without you. You're my heart, soul and my very being." God, I can't take it anymore. How can I hear and accept his love and all the things he's saying to me right now and act like I'm NOT an unfaithful piece of shit. "I kissed Nyx tonight," I blurt out, interrupting him. Ben goes silent. I shy away from him. My stomach goes sour. Just the thought of him dropping me, sending me to the floor makes me sick to my stomach. I literally feel like I'm going to throw up. I begin crying even harder now, body shaking a little bit as I bury my face in his chest. These tears are for him this time - not Nyx. At this point, Nyx is the furthest thing from my mind. At the forefront of my mind is Ben and the fear of losing him after spilling the beans. "Hey, hey, hey..." his voice full of concern. My grip on him tightens. God, please don't let me go, I ...
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