1. Chanel and Ethan 34


    Date: 8/29/2015, Categories: Cheating, Author: tangerinesky, Rating: 8, Source: LushStories

    knowing that girl had to seduce him into it. "That's all that happened?" I ask, and he nods quickly. "Yes, nothing else. I haven't even talked to her since that night, well, with the exception of earlier. Chanel, I'm sorry that it took me giving my attention to someone else, for me to realize that I only want to give it to you." His words soothe the burn, and part of me knows he's telling the truth. Still, how can I be sure he won't want another girl again later? Or the same one? I guess no one can ever be sure. I sigh again. "Ethan, neither of us are perfect and... I can forgive you," I say, and he looks hopeful. "But it sounds like you need some time to yourself," I say, and he's already shaking his head. "I know what I want now," Ethan says, his piercing eyes conveying I'm the object of his interest. Now . "What exactly do you want from me?" I ask, looking up at him in the dim light from the street lamps. "Whatever you'll give me," he answers, without having to think about it. What does that mean? This is frustrating. He's had time to think about his actions, and I'm only just processing this. "I'm think I need some time alone," I say, twisting my earlier words, knowing that needs to be the next step. I need a different perspective before we talk about this anymore. He stares at me sadly and nods, accepting it. "Promise me you'll go home and think about what you really want," I say. "I want you," he says softly, and I swallow hard, his words bittersweet. "Promise me," I ...
    repeat, and he nods. "Whatever you want," he says genuinely, and it makes me want to scream. "Goodbye Ethan," I say, and take a step past him before he grabs my arm. "When will I see you again?" he asks, and the feeling of his large body so close when I'm so angry drives me nuts. "I'll call you," I say and pause, looking at his sad face. Before I give in to the urge to touch him, I pull away, leaving him behind. I can't believe how fast this night turned south. The second I step into my empty pad, I slide to the floor feeling my face tingle, and a tear escapes. I concentrate on the wetness in my eyes, trying to distract myself from the images I don't want to see. Of course I expected pain like this if the situation ever arose, I like Ethan, but I wasn't looking too much into it. I didn't think he would get psychical with anyone else, considering he'd probably trip if I did. He's made that pretty clear since we started up again. Hell, he punched his own friend in the face for touching me last week. I thought what we had was different, and I assumed he felt the same. I know we never labeled our relationship out loud, but the betrayal is very real. He fooled around with another girl while we were exploring how we felt about each other. We were more than just friends. I wipe my face and clear my throat, trying to get a grip. I need to put myself in his position. I can't say how I would feel getting divorced after an affair; I've never even been married, but I imagine I would want ...