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The Appointment *Part 4*
Date: 1/30/2016, Categories: Straight Sex, Author: prettygirl36, Rating: 7, Source: LushStories
"Why don't we talk about your childhood", he asks as I lie on the couch. For some reason I'm tired today. I think I must be getting the flu or something. I should have cancelled, but I had to see him. I know he wants more, but agrees to let me be. We decide to talk. Get the demons out that have been bothering me. "I had a good one. I had wonderful parents. A sister I looked up to. We didn't have much, but I was happy." I begin to tell him about the family vacations we went on. Mostly with my friends of my parents. They had two sons. Something hits a nerve and I stop. He notices. "Anything wrong?" he asks. I try to get up afraid of revealing something that I shouldn't. He gently eases me back down. "Take a deep breath. Relax. We are getting somewhere." I calm myself down with the breathing exercises we practiced in earlier sessions. "Are you okay?" I nod, and finally continue. "I had a crush on the older son. Things happened that I'm not proud of." "What kind of stuff?" He asks me. "Kissing and touching. My parents found us." "What happened after that?" "They wouldn't let me near him. Thought it was all his fault. They blamed his parents. They haven't spoken since." "Does that bother you?" I can feel the tears springing to my eyes. "It wasn't his fault. It was mine. I initiated it." "Did anything happen after that?" "I saw him again when I was sixteen. My parents and his parents were vacationing at the same resort. It was pure coincidence." "Why don't you lie back, and tell ... me about it." I relax and can feel my eyes closing. I begin to talk, but as I do I get in a daze and flashback to that time. ***** A hot summer night. I had decided to take a stroll along the beach. Just celebrating my birthday, I needed to get away for some peace and quiet. My parents wanted to give me something special and a trip to the beach was the right thing. They had let me invite a few friends to celebrate. It was a wonderful party, but right now I just needed some down time. ***** I take off my sandals and walk along the beach. The strap on my sundress falls down and I gingerly pull it up. I continue walking and I see him. He notices and waves. I wave back. He walks over to me and I secretly panic. I stay composed as he catches up to me. "What are you doing here?" He asks. "Taking a walk." I simply reply. "No I meant, what are you doing here?" "My parents decided to take me here for my birthday." "Oh." He pauses. "Happy Birthday." "Thank you." We stand there. There is complete silence. "Wow this is awkward." He jokes. I smile and nod. "Do you mind if I join you?" I shrug my shoulders. "Sure, why not?" We continue to walk. The beach is pretty secluded. Just a few bystanders. We walk further and stop. I look out toward the ocean. "Beautiful, isn't it?" "It's very calming." I sit down on the sand. He sits next to me. "I can't believe I ran into you. I never thought I'd see you again." "Look about that night. I'm so sorry." "It's ok. It's done and over with." he says ...