1. Into the Abyss--Chapter 11


    Date: 1/19/2016, Categories: Love Stories, Author: prairiedogg, Rating: 28, Source: LushStories

    As I followed Jan back into the bedroom, my head was spinning from reading Lucy's texts. She never mentioned Megan, so I had to wonder if they were still together or not. My best guess was that they weren't. Why else would Lucy be interested in patching things up with me? "Baby, come back to bed with me. I need some more of what's between your legs." Jan was sitting on the bed, a glass of wine in her hand. She could tell that something was bothering me, despite my assurances to the contrary. "Where are you, Frank? You look like you're a million miles away. Come sit with me and tell me what's on your mind." I think Jan surprised herself when we made love. She was unsure of how she would perform with me because it had been so long since she was with anyone. She didn't surprise me, that's for sure. With the right amount of tenderness, her passion bubbled up to the surface and she showed me that she was all woman, more than capable of satisfying me or any man, for what it's worth. Now that her initial fears were proven to be groundless, she was eager for round two. I had a feeling that her inner sexual animal was about to make an appearance. But before we could make love again, I had a decision to make. I could keep the texts from Lucy to myself, which would be easy enough to do, but it wouldn't seem right to keep it from her. Jan was different from any other woman I've ever known. She had such a high capacity for love, for genuine love. She decided that I was going to be the ...
    focus of all her love, and to begin such a promising relationship by holding things back from her would be more than wrong. It would be everything that Jan wasn't. Many of my troubles in my life were self-inflicted. I know that Susan had cheated on me long before I did the same to her, but now I wonder if things had been different if I were more attentive to her needs. Things might have been different between us, but maybe not. Either way, I decided right then and there that I wasn't going to start something that might be truly wonderful with Jan by lying to her. I had to tell her everything, including the text messages I received just a few minutes ago. It was my only chance to be true to Jan as well as myself. I took a long sip of the wine, hoping that it would help. Then I sat down on the bed next to Jan and took her hands in mine. "Jan, I have to tell you something," I began. "When I get done you might not want to stay here with me, but that's a chance I have to take. Jan, I'm falling in love with you, but there are some things you need to know. I'm not going to sit here with you and tell you lies. If I did that I wouldn't be worthy of your love." Jan's eyes filled with tears and her lower lip began to quiver, as if she were aware of bad news to follow. I kissed her hands in order to help put her mind at ease. Over the next several minutes I told her everything about my relationship with Lucy, from where we met right up to sharing our bed with Megan. She knew about some of ...
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