1. The pursuit is in the genes


    Date: 1/10/2016, Categories: Mature, Author: YourVeryOwn, Rating: , Source: xHamster

    summer. If nothing "happens", not a big deal, there's always the next event. However, I believe something will happen that will bring us closer. What, exactly, I haven't a clue, but it will be something that is unf***ed, genuine, and real. I'm going to angle for some one-on-one time, like a walk through a park, like what 2 nervous k**s getting to know each other would do. This rekindling of adolescent feelings is not the only reason for my pursuing a new relationship with Cheryl. There's a practical aspect as well. Some may be turned off by this but, it's part of my picture. What I'm referring to is addressing the long-term view, the horizon perspective. My wife is a smoker, and I firmly believe that, because of this fact, I will survive her and be a widower. This is not something that I am hoping will happen. In fact, I would prefer that we "go out" together, like in an airplane crash or something similar. But I have no idea when God's call will come for her or me. All I can do is play the odds, and the odds tell me that I will outlive my wife. Furthermore, as a human being, I have the ability to imagine my future. As such, I am imagining a scenario with Cheryl and me winding up together for real, in our final years. Wouldn't that be something?
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