1. How I came to Love sucking Cocks!


    Date: 12/19/2015, Categories: First Time, Gay Male, Mature, Author: eprise01, Rating: 80, Source: xHamster

    it was in fact for. I learned it was 'entertainment' of some sort and that you could entertain yourself with it as well as be entertained with it. I learned what it was to masturbate and get self-gratification without having anyone else around you. I found books I never even knew existed, with pictures no less! They told me a lot about this thing called sex and how it could be good as well as bad. For the most part I tended to want what was good and began to get my self-gratification whenever I could. I would use Vaseline at first and, while it would take a while to get off, I found that I not only enjoyed doing 'it' but also looked forward to doing 'it' the next time as well. Now at this time I never had anyone to show me anything, or what parts of my body were originally intended for, but I soon found out. I can honestly tell you right here and now that all I learned about sex, I learned for myself. There was no one around to teach me and, with my grandparents at an advanced age, I was embarrassed to even ask them any of the thousands of questions floating around in my head. I was also embarrassed to ask anyone, too. For some reason I felt it wasn't the 'right' thing to do. Only in later years would I learn that my grandmother wasn't bashful at all when it came to discussing sex. Hell, even after my grandfather had his first heart attack, I would lie in my bed at night and listen to the two of them doing the horizontal polka, banging the headboard of their bed against ...
    the wall connected to my room. Now while I had an idea of what was going on, I never really envisioned what was actually happening. They never made any noises, other than that headboard bouncing against the wall, so I never thought of passion being a part of the episodes. Now you have to remember that at this particular time my grandparents were in their late 70s and early 80s. I had never even heard my parents making the noises my grandparents would make twice a week! ********** After my first year with my grandparents I moved back to the south for one more year. I was determined to save some money for school and in order to do that I had to go back to the south and get my old job back at that truck stop. Little did I realize how much things would change there while I was gone. The first day back at work I learned that the owner of the place was in the hospital and would have surgery within a week in where his legs would be amputated, due to diabetes and other maladies of his aging body. We, that is the gay guy, Steve, and I, along with two others, were to clean up the place and get it ready to be closed down for good. We worked on that place night and day for nearly six weeks before it was almost ready, but we did the job we were expected to do and had it all ready for the new owners when the time finally arrived. Only then did we learn the real news. The place was to be reopened, but we wouldn't be working there! The new owners would be hiring new people to man the pumps, ...