1. Letter to b*****r


    Date: 11/23/2015, Categories: BDSM, Taboo, Author: vagabond90, Rating: 80, Source: xHamster

    for a moment. “Because you’re two-faced, a nice person in real life but a dominatrix here. Janus is like the God of deception or something.” Janus grinned. “Wrong. Believe it or not I’m nothing but a nice person.” Janus sat down on a recliner opposite Hannah (this living room was large and well-furnished). “I became a dom because I love feeling powerful. So in a sense, yes, I like it when a guy twice my size is offering his balls and money to me. A guy’s most precious possessions, right?” Hannah chuckled. Janus continued. “But if you’ll notice, I only do what my clients want, and I care about their safety. If you ever wanna find out who I really am, I’ll give you a hint. I’m registered with Kaiser Permanente.” Hannah thought for a moment. “So, you’re like a ther****t-dominatrix hybrid.” Janus nodded. “Yep, which is one of the reasons why I like you, because you’re so smart about how you take care of yourself and your b*****r even though you’re still young and still growing. And well… no one should have to go through what you went through.” Hannah smiled shyly. “… He’s into ballbusting too, isn’t he?” Janus’ eyes pierced into Hannah’s who was suddenly stunned and mouth agape. Janus smiled. “I can tell you don’t hate men, despite what some of them did to you. I’m not sure how, but you came to terms with all that shit?” Hannah nodded matter-of-factly, remembering her b*****r, the male social workers, and of course her own spiritual beliefs. “But I’ll bet seeing a guy kneel in ...
    agony still makes you tingle a little doesn’t it?” Hannah’s face turned red. Then she chuckled softly and for the first time in a while spoke confidently back to Janus. “The brain’s terrible isn’t it?” After a few minutes she said, “I um… caught him using my shoes to um… torture himself…” Janus grimaced and smiled at the same time. “Ouch. Yah, sounds about right. All the guilt and ugliness and anger does weird things to your sexuality. I don’t need to tell you that.” Hannah sighed. “You know, I’m just… I’m just scared I’ve projected certain things on him. But what happened to us wasn’t his fault. But he can’t help think that way, and I’m scared a part of me doesn’t mind that, y’know?” Janus shook her head. “You’ll figure it out. You’re a good person. Remember what I said? You scream like a bitch but you’re tough as hell. Remember that.” They sat long and hard for a while afterwards, until finally there was a knock on the door. “You sure you don’t wanna stick around? He’s a nice guy.” Hannah shook her head. “Nah, I need to type something up. But umm… thanks for everything.” Janus smiled. “Before you go, one more thing. Janus isn’t the god of deception. He’s the god of doorways and beginnings. One of his faces looks into the past, and the other looks into the future. So yah, there you go.” ***Dear Zhen, “Hey lil’ b*o. I know you’re embarrassed and you don’t feel like talking right now, but before we get into what I saw I feel like there are a couple of things we need to address. ...
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