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The Blessings of War
Date: 11/21/2015, Categories: Bisexual, Author: andrealove, Rating: 4, Source: LushStories
seductive pictures of Bobbie I keep in the bottom of my cedar chest, fantasizing about her gorgeous breasts and her sweet pussy and how eager and responsive she was. I also pray, asking God to let Brad be enough, to allow us to become closer. I seek Brad out when I get those cravings and make sure he satisfies me with oral sex like Bobbie did, his cock in my mouth so wonderful and satisfying. Once we fuck like that, the cravings mostly go away. My relationship with Bobbie has only enriched my marriage, making what Brad and I have more gratifying and more durable. Brad is a major now, and on track for a brilliant army career, there is no point in disrupting our life. There will always be a place in my heart for Bobbie. If, by some remote chance she should reappear in my life, I would have to make a decision then on what to do. I can say for certain, if she reappeared now, I would very likely succumb to a meeting with her if it could be arranged so it did not jeopardize my marriage. I still think of Bobbie often, and have visions of us, sometimes wishing she would come back into my life. I keep telling myself I have this all thought out, but it is possible I am still slightly confused about who I really am and what I really want. I am in therapy now and I am positive God will intervene and eventually help me come to the correct conclusions and make the right decisions. I pray to Him frequently, especially at Mass and after Communion while Brad and I hold hands.