1. Sandie's First Swing - Part 3


    Date: 11/12/2015, Categories: Wife Lovers, Author: JennyGently, Rating: 27, Source: LushStories

    but their tiredness and self centred bad temper helped and we succeeded in delaying the next stage of our row to the evening as we both had to go to work. Mid morning I had a text message from Paul. ‘How are things?’ ‘Not good. You?’ ‘Same. Tom texted Lisa. Not good here.’ ‘Sorry’ ‘Regret it all now?’ ‘Not at all it was wonderful. You?’ ‘Same. Even more in love with you now.’ I thought a while before replying. ‘Don’t know what to do.’ ‘I’m here if you need me’ ‘Need to put the kids first’ ‘True but remember I’m here anytime anywhere x’ ‘Thanks. Will know more tonight. Bye for now x’ ‘I love you Sandie xx’ I couldn’t bring myself to tell Paul that I loved him too but the pain I felt in not doing so told me I was in love with him and badly too. *** I tried hard to concentrate on my work all day, which did help distract me, but when we were all home that evening the tension in the air was palpable. Eventually the kids finished their homework and went for an hour’s TV before bed so Tom and I could talk with the kitchen door closed and locked of course. The outcome of the many bad words, hurt expressions and even more tearful outbursts from both of us was that we decided we would try to put it behind us, forgive each other and stay together. Tom promised he would end things with Lisa straight away. I agreed I wouldn’t see Paul again. This reduced both Paul and me to tears when I called to tell him. I don’t know how Lisa felt when Tom told her. He said she had cried but I can only ...
    take his word for it. I hoped it hurt her but I suspect it didn’t. *** For the next month there was an eerie calm in the house as we both tried excessively hard to make things work, though some of the damage that had been done was permanent. Tom took me so violently that first night that it frightened us both and made me so sore that it was a full week before we made love again. When we did make love I tried very hard to be a more interesting lover; to be more like I imagined Lisa to be in bed without appearing to have been turned into a slut by Paul. It was an impossible balance to achieve. It was also impossible not to compare Tom’s lovemaking unfavourably with Paul’s amazing technique and I’m sure Tom was comparing me with Lisa so I suspect we both felt disappointed after each coupling. We persevered for another month, each passing week making it easier to forgive if not forget. Even now I believe we could have reached an adequate on-going relationship if it hadn’t been for one massive event that ended all chances of normality returning. I found out I was pregnant! Again! I was stunned! After my last mistake, how the Hell could I have let it happen? I have had a long time to think about things since that eventful morning and of course in practical terms, there is no mystery at all. Just like our one previous sexual encounter, all Paul and my lovemaking had been entirely unprotected. Paul didn’t know I was fertile; he didn’t know about the previous pregnancy and presumably ...
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