1. A Question of Gender


    Date: 10/30/2017, Categories: Bisexual, Author: marlowe, Rating: 4, Source: LushStories

    and the uncertainty of gender, always made him feel a little uncomfortable. There was a slight tone of disappointment in Sarah’s voice when he rang to explain his reason for not going back to The Brandling Club. She sniggered into the mouthpiece when he mentioned gender. What she said next left him speechless. She said she was surprised that he wasn’t aware that Speed was bisexual and most of the other members of the club were either bisexual or homosexual. There was nothing more he could say. His mouth was dry and wordless. His head was swimming in a sea of confusion. He choked back a lump in his throat and dropped the phone into the cradle in humiliating retreat, the brashness of her statement filling his head with fragmented hypothesis, his subconscious tracing through a paradox of conflicting scenarios, subliminal images flashing across the memory screen inside his head, faceless people performing sexual acts under a veil of anonymity inside the dark room, haunting visions and absurd notions confusing his mind. ”Christ No! Oh shit!” he thought. Surely Not.... No Fucking Way.... Not a Chance.... They were all women who.... Weren’t they.... It was Tina who.... It must have been Tina. He remembered feeling her short hair..... “Fuck no,” he gulped, the faceless interaction inside the dark room, the reckless assumptions, the sexual orientation, the taboo and uncertainty of gender feeding his panic. Were they searching for anything, or were they looking for someone in particular. Surely I couldn’t have been touched by a.... No.... No.... No Fucking Way, the mantra kept repeating.
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