1. Push


    Date: 10/30/2017, Categories: First Time, Gay Male, Sex Humor, Author: dantheman1980, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    Last night I performed anal sex with another man. It was one of the most erotic experiences I’ve had in my life, mostly because I’d gradually given in to impotence over the last half a decade without knowing what to do about it. I didn’t want to see a doctor because it was too embarrassing an ordeal to put myself through. I share a house with an openly gay male, Michael, who has lived here for the past year. It was purely for financial reasons and also to have a bit of good company around, to help me to feel less isolated from the world. Michael has had numerous bed mates around on regular occasions, which has never been an issue for me. In fact I’ve valued the experience. He’s become a good friend. The first time he asked about my sex life, I waved my lack of partners off with the excuse that I just wasn’t interested but eventually he would find out when we engaged in a long and frank discussion one day on the subject of sex as a result of him having found nudes of me on my laptop and lamenting my straightness; not that I’m god’s gift, I just have an impressive cock. Shame it doesn’t work. ‘That cock is so wasted on pussy,’ he gasped. ‘Shame it doesn’t work anymore,’ I replied, dropping the bomb on the subject. ‘You must be frustrated beyond belief,’ I recall him saying, to which I told him that I was sad about it but couldn’t feel frustration the same anymore since it wasn’t a hard cock going to waste. ‘Fuck!’ was his reaction. I didn’t like people feeling sorry for me but ...
    Michael talked over the possibilities with me, of trying to help me find a solution since I told him of my anxieties and my fear of embarrassment. ‘Maybe it was to do with a sexually transmitted infection,’ he wondered, which didn’t help matters, emotionally. ‘Well, look, I go to the clinic to get tested in between partners. It’s sensible that everybody does these days really because you just don’t know. Why don’t you come with me and you’ll see that it’s quite straightforward; no bullshit,’ he suggested. A week later he was accompanying me to the clinic to get myself tested. I was happy when I got the all-clear but it still didn’t change the fact that I couldn’t get it up. ‘How open minded are you?’ Michael asked out of the blue three days ago. ‘Pretty much,’ I responded. ‘Why?’ ‘Like, how much? If I’m perfectly frank right now, you wouldn’t hold it against me?’ he asked. I smiled reluctantly, asking what he was getting at. Just spit it out, I thought, half-knowing what he was about to say. ‘Have you not tried Viagra?’ I told him no. ‘If it were to work it could keep you solid for hours. Would you like to try some? I have some pills. They’re perfectly healthy.’ Michael got up and disappeared from the room, headed upstairs to his room, then swiftly returned to drop the pack of little blue pills right in front of me. I didn’t know what to say. ‘What’s the catch?’ I joked. ‘No catch at all,’ he offered disarmingly, ‘just take one twice a day for the next few days and see what ...
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