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Emily The Girl I Didn’t Understand
Date: 10/12/2017, Categories: Fiction, Erotica, Male/Female, Teen, Author: Cynthiia23, Rating: 59, Source: sexstories.com
Everything I saw or touched there reminded me of what my step dad had done to me. The good news is I really like my mom’s boyfriend and his son is kind of cute. I am hopeful for once. bit.ly/H0tsEx 8/22 – Austin is such a hottie! I get so nervous around him that I end up being such a terrible bitch to him. 8/25 – As much as I struggle against it I find myself slipping into my old habits. I find myself flirting with my mom’s boyfriend in order to get things I want. He is a nice guy and I think he feels guilty about what happened to me so he gives me whatever I want. I don’t know why I can’t stop taking advantage of him. 8/31 – My mom sat me down and had a talk with me today. She told me she wanted to tell Austin about my past so he would understand me better. I don’t want him to know that about me. I don’t want every time he sees me to think of that. I don’t want him to feel sorry for me. Sometimes I think I want him to hate me. I begged and pleaded with her not to tell him. She told me if I didn’t want her to have a talk with him I have to make an effort to not be such a bitch towards him. I told her I would do my best even though I knew it was unlikely I could keep myself from doing it. 9/4 – A boy at school asked me out and obviously wants to have sex with me. I can’t bring myself to date yet. In theory I like the idea of getting fucked again, but I am just not ready yet. Still it is nice to be at a new school where everybody doesn’t judge me or see me as some sort of ...