1. Erica's Sexual Transition


    Date: 10/7/2017, Categories: First Time, Author: Skinnyredles, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    My name is Erica. When I was growing up, I lived in a very strong Catholic household in rural Ohio. My f****y took me to church 3 times a week. I was home schooled until college and everything fun was a sin. My f****y was very devoted to their religion and they raised me that way. So needless to say I was always taught at an early age that Sex was something dirty and should only be had between a man and a woman while married. This upbringing made it so that when I finally did have sex it was all but enjoyable. It left me with a huge feeling of guilt, disgust, disappointment and shame. This feeling would last from the first time I was turned on up until today. My sex life mostly began when I was 17 and a freshman in college. I had times where I thought I was turned on. I would hear in movies and from the few friends I had about how they would get a tingling feeling in their vaginas and how when they saw a hot guy their nipples would get hard and their crotch would get wet. It would take over a decade before I realized that what I was feeling was more curiosity than being horny. When I went off to college that was the first time I was truly around a large group of people my age. Growing up in a small town, there were few c***dren my age and I was home schooled. I was an only c***d so I never really had much social interaction. I never had to share a room and here I was off at college with a roommate. I was on my own for the first time and loving it. My college roommate was ...
    Tara. She was a year older than me but we had a lot in common. We both came from a small town and loved country music. We had the same taste in TV and had the same major, nursing. The difference was that Tara had had boyfriends before and was currently in a relationship. I had never even been on a date up to this point. Tara’s boyfriend George was a very nice guy and he introduced me to Michael. For the first month of our relationship, Mike was a great guy to me. A couple of times he tried to take things past kissing but would respect me when I told him to stop. I told him how I was saving myself for marriage and he seemed to be understanding. As the months went on he began to push the issue even more. He would say things like, “we love each other so someday we will get married, why wait?” I decided that I would talk to Tara about it. I knew she was saving herself and was wondering how she had been with George for over a year and had not had sex yet. At this point I had known Tara for about 6 months. It was the end of winter and spring was in the air. The snow was melting and I was enjoying my freedoms at college. Life was great but it was about to change and the change would affect me for years. One day after classes, Tara and I were watching TV. I decided that I would bring up my question at that time. I asked Tara how she and George’s relationship had survived without sex for so long. Tara just stared at me. Right away my heart began to beat fast and my hands got all sweaty. I ...
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