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Her Matter Of Trust
Date: 10/27/2015, Categories: Taboo, Voyeur, Author: kap007, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster
that has been troubling me. Mom, I don't think I could go on living if I ever lost you. That guy, he hurt you, and it scared me to death. To make matters worse, I realized it was all because of me that it happened. I abandoned you. I detached myself from you because I was afraid of what it looked like when I was hanging around with you all the time. You got lonely which led you to the internet and befriending that asshole. It was my fault you got involved with him. He was there because I deserted you. If I hadn't let Seth's taunting get to me back then, this would never have happened." Tears were welling up in Colin's eyes now. "This was the second time I caused you to be hurt. I'm so sorry." "Second time?" Aileen said perplexed. "The first time was with Dad. The time he beat you up, that was all because of me too." Aileen felt like someone had reached into her chest and grabbed hold of her heart and was squeezing it. How long had he been holding that in? She grabbed hold of her son and hugged him tight. "Oh, Colin, never, never, ever blame yourself for that!" "Why not? It's true! I remember that day. It all happened because of me, I made Dad angry and..." "Colin!" Aileen stressed, "You need to understand this, your father was an abusive man and he would have turned on us sooner or later no matter what. It was my fault for not leaving him earlier. I've blamed myself for that so long and I made a promise that I would never let you be hurt again, now look at where we are. ...