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Sorrento: Part 4
Date: 9/27/2017, Categories: Wife Lovers, Author: LadyJaneGrey, Rating: 9, Source: LushStories
am serious Tom, we need to try to find that spark again. I want to be wanted.” The taxi driver’s eyes were wide and glaring. “Kat, this is not the time or place.” I knew he was right, but I feared that if I did not speak now, I would never say what I felt. “I know, and I am sorry, but I cannot help that we are in the wrong place. I need to feel like I matter; matter as a woman. I want to be loved.” “You are loved Kat. I do love you.” “You love me for being a good wife and a good mother, but I am a woman too. I need to be desired and wanted. I need you to want to make love to me and not just have sex now and again.” I glared back at the driver and forced him to look at where he was driving. Tom was embarrassed. “I am sorry. I did not know our lovemaking was so disappointing.” “I am sorry too. This is all coming out hurtful, and I did not mean to be hurtful. You have been a good husband and an even better father, but I have realized that I need something more. There is a huge hole in my life that I need to fill. Our lovemaking does not have to be disappointing. It can be different. I just need you to be willing to change.” “Okay, but I am not sure I know how to change.” “We can learn. If necessary we will buy books and watch movies. We can do it if we try, if we both try; together. Just promise me you will try.” “I promise,” he said, and lapsed into a thoughtful silence. As Sorrento slowly faded into the distance, I sat and thought about my life. I had no idea if I could ever fall in love with Tom the way I needed to for our marriage to last, but for his sake and the sake of our kids, I thought I should try.