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A New Chapter
Date: 10/26/2015, Categories: Crossdressing, Author: thatfemininUrge, Rating: , Source: LushStories
A few things have changed. One, I have accepted my desire and need to fulfill that urge to become feminine and girly. Two, having accepted that, I also had to invest to make myself look, and become as girly as I could. That led me on a near year pursuit to create a better feminine appearance than just using two suntan body stocking to shape and hold my feminine curves. After months of research, I stumbled on an existing product that offered that, of which I won’t mention, but I believed that it did not go far enough to complete that womanly skin that I was after. It did not look real enough was not complete. However, the important thing was that it gave me the idea. I could make my body seem more real with, silicone. Silicone offers a skin like feel and look. Silicone can also be used to make a better cover that a body stocking. There are so many grades of silicone that it can feel and look very real. Many costumes, make-up, masks and prosthetics are made with silicone. My brief synopsis is; that after many trials and errors and lots of time, I had formulated a second skin. Briefly, I used a silicone that was very skin like and applied several layers over a very busty mannequin that I purchased. Therefore, I simply would have to turn it inside out. Silicone is a chemical mixture epoxy, so temperature has no effect on its curing. I would brush the most skin like silicone on the mannequin, knowing that once I turned it inside out it would be smooth like skin. It did take much ... patience and perseverance. After many applications of the most skin like silicone, I then lined it with a stocking so that the silicone would not droop like cellulite. This again, was something I learned. After adhering the stocking to the silicone mannequin, I secured it with a more durable silicone. However that was not the most significant part of my new silicone body. I had purchased a Vee-String sheath vaginal prosthesis. I incorporated it into my silicone suite. It took me days, more than a week of patience and time to do this. I had to peel the silicone off the mannequin very slowly. I did this after I covered it in baby powder so it did not stick to itself. I felt giddy after I peeled it off because I could not wait to try it on. I padded and cinched my body as I normally did. I then filled my 40 inch paddle balloons with 650 ml. of wrestling grade Jell-O and set them aside. I put my new suite on. I then filled the empty shell that would become my breasts with the Jell-O filled balloons. WOW! I had curves, a pussy and almost skin like casing. I easily concealed the separation of my silicone body suite by wearing a thick necklace around my neck and bracelets around my wrists. I danced around. I walked to feel my hips sway and my breasts bounce. I could now reveal my cleavage. I was ecstatic. I can’t describe how I felt as I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked naked. My breasts were large and had a natural hang, and I now had as a simulated pussy that hid my male ...