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Fantasy and Reality
Date: 8/2/2017, Categories: Hardcore, Author: mike8253, Rating: , Source: LushStories
shrugged her shoulders as if to say that it was no big deal. I lay next to her, quiet, considering what had happened, what I was feeling. I had lost it. That was clear to me. I had let my male ego and anger at Sandra get to me. I had done things to her that had inflicted real pain; things that I had never done before to any woman. I had wanted to hurt her; to make her pay for what she had said; to hurt her. And yet, my domination of her, the control, and the power I had over her was exhilarating, exciting, thrilling, spine tingling. What I knew deep down, but was hard for me to accept, was that I liked inflicting her pain. I enjoyed hurting her while she was defenseless and tied to the bed. But how do I tell Sandra what I felt? Will she think less of me because I liked inflicting pain on her? Will she consider me some sexual deviant? I rolled onto my side, facing her. “I had a friend Bob who once tied his wife to their bed and did things to her that caused her pain. He liked it….”