1. The Longing


    Date: 10/20/2015, Categories: BDSM, Hardcore, Mature, Author: matureamateur, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    The Longing I know when she's ready. Mya goes quiet and distant and dark for a couple of weeks, she won't let me get close to her then she makes that long distance call from my office with the door closed. When she emerges an hour or so later I can already see a change in her demeanor. It’s like a weight's been lifted from her shoulders and her dark mood seems lifted, she smiles and d****s her arms around my neck, holding me close and kisses me fully on the lips for the first time in weeks. This is the pattern of her life that re-emerges sometimes, it's been almost eight months now and when she's goes out I can see dates in the diary planner have been crossed out in red pen for several days next week with a question mark on the sixth day. We both know what this is, an unspoken message that's become part of her very existence and not open for discussion. She's already been on-line and booked an open ended airline ticket and I don't even need to look at the destination... it's always the same, as it has been for the last five years and it would be pointless attempting to stop her. She seems quite relaxed this time, I guess she knows exactly what to expect by now but I'm sure he will have some surprises ready for her, he always has. We never speak his name and if she refers to him at all it's the 'Master'. An understated euphemism for a guy who is a real professional in his field of work when satisfying a woman's darkest needs... and Mya has plenty of those. Ever since I've ...
    know my wife, she's had a hidden dark side that rarely surfaces. She controls her feelings very well but I've seen another side to her. It's always been agreed between us that I can watch her... she knows how much pleasure this brings me and as always, she reassures me that the 'Master' will send me the encryption code to his video link so I can watch her torment... I feel dejected, reduced to nothing but a long distance fractured voyeur. As I help her pack I can see she's happier than she has been for weeks and as she waits for the taxi, she kisses me and reminds me it's what she has to do, It's important to her. I just hold her in the silence... 'miss you already' I whisper as she slips her wedding band into my jacket pocket, a symbolic gesture to remind me that she is no longer my wife when she is with the Master - she belongs only to him.Day One The house feels so lonely now without her and I sl**p fitfully for the next two nights and nervously I wait the interminable wait... checking the computer in my office every few hours with the blinds drawn for news of her existence, I wait for the video feed, I don't even know if it's streaming live or a recording? - I never know. Finally the silence is broken and as I see the email appear, I'm immediately exited, but a part of my very soul feels a dark shadow of dread, knowing what I'm going to witness. I click on the link and nervously type in the code. Immediately I can see images appear of two dark shapes moving in front of the ...
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