1. First and Last and Always


    Date: 6/11/2017, Categories: Lesbian, Author: guiltee, Rating: 4, Source: LushStories

    Looking out over the flat green fields, all I can see through the bay window is thick grey cloud, and tall trees bending in the dingy February weather. It's been like it all day, so here I am all warm in front of the fireplace not daring to venture out, even to the dustbin. I feel you stir against my leg, looking down at you curled up, with your head on my lap like a contented pet. I smile, as I see your mouth move, as if in a smile itself. You look just like a cute little black kitten with your black gothic rock t-shirt and bottoms. The shirt which is mine, those bottoms that are way too long for you, and one of these days you will trip over them. I smile again, I see that you haven't put any knickers on, as your bottoms slip down that little but gorgeous bum. I wish it could always be like this, but I know in my heart of hearts that it will be less and less as time goes on. You are already napping more in between the lucid moments, when you come to life like a little kitten wanting to play, and be oh so mischievous. I had wanted to make today special. Yes I knew you hated the whole Valentine thing, but I truly felt the need to do something to make it a nice cosy day for just the two of us. I got up especially early, well eight thirty is early for me on a non-working day, to make us tea and toast. I did think the “Fuck off I hate Valentine” was a little strong as you threw the duvet over your head, but I smiled giving your bum a slap as I slipped in beside you. After the ...
    little snack, which you enjoyed I could tell, despite the grizzling face you gave me every time I snuck a peak at you. I was a little surprised that you opened the card without another obscene word, and even placed it upright on the table. Then I brought out a succession of silly little gifts which put a smile on your face, it felt all lovely and warm as I got a kiss for each one. Then it was all done, you sat there with your arms out waiting for the next one, but I had no more to give. “Is that it?” rolled from your lips and a moment later you bounced out of bed as I went to grab you. I suppose it was all the excitement and the food that suddenly had you heading for the bathroom, where we spent the next ten minutes dealing with your need to be sick. It was my fault really. In the rush to make it nice for you, I forgot about taking your medicine. I was full of apologies, with cuddles after we showered and dressed, but you just stroked my hair and said I was special. My mind drifts aimlessly to your last mischievous moment earlier this afternoon. It was right after lunch. I felt so guilty sat there with my pepperoni pizza, and you sat tongue out, watching me as you sipped on your protein drink. I had offered to take it upstairs but you gave me a cuddle and said it would be okay. Then you made me feel guilty with every mouthful, as you dramatically portrayed a starving urchin. When it was done and cleared away you pounced. Yes literally you jumped me from behind, hands in the ...
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