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Kelsey's confessions - Chapter 1 - Christmas with my stepbrother
Date: 5/18/2017, Categories: Taboo, Author: submissivemom72, Rating: 24, Source: LushStories
him that he was developing into a truly a gorgeous specimen of a man. *** Christmas Eve Our normal family Christmas was going to be disrupted this year. My maternal grandmother had experienced a stroke and our parents were forced to abandon my stepbrother and me two days before Christmas to travel to Ontario to be with her. My grandmother was 86 years old, and resided in a retirement home near Ontario, outside of the town in which she was born, lived, and would soon die. Although Michael had only known Grammy for a few years since his father married my mother, I think Michael had developed a genuine affection for this old lady. I think Michael was genuinely sad that my Grammy was on death's door. As for me, I was dealing with a series of conflicting emotions. I felt pity, regret, and yes, guilt that my grandmother was lying at death’s door. But I was also feeling a deep resentment at the fact that my last Christmas at home prior to departing for college next summer was being disrupted by an old woman’s stroke. I am ashamed to admit to being such a self-centered bitch. But I was a teenager, and what teenager is not self-centered and self-absorbed? And that is what was going through my mind as Michael and I prepared to celebrate Christmas Eve without our parents. I wish I was a better person, but this is what I felt at the time. And although I understood the reality of the situation, my grandmother’s impending death made me sad, somber and vulnerable. As I faced the reality ...