1. stocking malfunction


    Date: 5/14/2017, Categories: Mature, Author: BishBosh03, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    continue to ‘live a lie,’ he was off, leaving me permanently, after all the years of marriage; he promised he would do the right thing by me financially. I have to say the last statement was actually a relief, no sarcasm. If he was off, money would be an issue, I hadn’t worked for years and wasn’t sure i was employable any more. Left for a younger office wannabe bimbo. After a life of monogamous devotion to him. I suppose I might have seen it coming, it’s the oldest story in the world. I suppose I could have dressed up sexy for him more often and performed oral sex more regularly and even pretended to cum when he deigned to take me, but I am human so behaved normally. I felt sure this new woman would soon tire of him. But the divorce went through and they hooked up apparently long term and i didn’t want to see him again, even when he came to visit his c***dren who were pretty much grown up and autonomous by then anyway, I didn’t want to see his loathsome cheating face ever again. That was three years ago when my self esteem crashed and burned. I became something of a recluse. Not wanting to socialise despite encouragement and kindness from my friends. I didn’t miss men or sex or anything like that. I carved out a tolerable existence, but shunned company and socialising. Out of the blue a couple of weeks ago the man called me and said he wanted to meet. So we did. We met in a local cafe, it was a nice day and we sat outside. I made no effort to look good for him, but I was ...
    respectable. He had aged a bit but he was still extremely attractive. I definitely still desired him bodily. Listen to me now, don’t you judge me. He may have treated me abominably but I am still a woman and know a good looking man when I see one, even if he was the one that made me lose myself esteem, so keep any judgmental thoughts to yourself! I find him physically attractive and I always did and always will. End of. We made embarrassed small talk, k**s, health, usual stuff. Eventually he came to the point. ‘I have been so stupid’ he said. Well that much was self evident. ‘I should never have left you’ he said, another truth that went without saying. ‘I was infatuated with her, I don’t know why. Maybe her youthful attention and playfulness blinded me.’ Wow this was all corny and sorry to use the word again, clichéd as it comes. He told me he was miserable almost from day one. They had nothing in common, no shared interests no nothing. He knew he had done wrong, he had been so stupid. He said even her looks weren’t that wonderful when he looked closer, they were more youthful attractiveness than true beauty and he said as he looked at me now he could see I was far more attractive than her and once again he told me how stupid he had been to leave. He told me he was ashamed of himself and was so sorry for the misery he had brought me. And for the first time ever, from the time I first met him, all those years ago when we were teenagers, teenage sweethearts, he started to sob. ...
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