1. Obsession(s)


    Date: 4/7/2017, Categories: Masturbation, Taboo, Voyeur, Author: bigfella1313, Rating: 100, Source: xHamster

    So I wanted to write about something I have been dealing with. It's a little weird and deals with themes that may get this post banned or never published, but I want to stress from the outset this is based in reality but the dirty parts are all strictly fantasy and I have no intention of acting on any of them. But I can't help the way I feel. My niece is 18. She lives in another state far away (thank God for that). Her parents are religious fundamentalists (seems more like a cult to me, but whatever) and she does not get along with them at all, especially her b**st of a father, who belittles and emotionally abuses her often. Sometimes it even gets physical, but it's not so out of bounds that CPS would get involved; the bulk of the damage is emotional and therefore hard to prove and even harder to stop. I would if I could but kicking his ass wouldn't make me any friends in the f****y, I don't think. It would also mean that this k** wouldn't get to be around me and my f****y anymore. Most everyone else thinks this poor k** is just "troubled" and wonders how such an upstanding, "Christian" guy could deal with such a k**. Idiots. I found all this out over the past year or two when she (let's call her Randi) came to visit us for almost 2 weeks (as she and her older s****r have always done periodically, but her older s****r is of course out on her own and doesn't accompany her now) and she kind of confided in me the things she has gone through with her dad. I wasn't shocked by it ...
    because I was a confidant and sounding board for her older s****r who experienced the same stuff growing up in that house. I have tried to encourage her and be sympathetic, have done my best to be a positive male role model for her in the hopes she won't let her "daddy issues" lead her straight into a bad relationship, teen pregnancy, or worse. So despite the fact that I am not related to her by bl**d (wife's s****r's k**), I have seen her grow up and think of her almost as my own daughter-- I can say that I truly love her and care about her future happiness. I would never wish any harm or trouble on her (unlike the pig she has to live under). But recently things have changed a little bit. It started innocently enough. At my urging, she finally talked her mother into letting her start seeing a ther****t and get some help with her self-image issues and ideations of suicide (which were becoming more and more frequent). She's a beautiful girl, IMHO, but considers herself "fat" and has listened to the many depredations of her father and the mean-ass boys at her school and internalized them to such a degree that she really believes it. It's enough to make one sick. So, being a girl starved for the approval of a father-figure, she kind of latched on to me, calling or texting me daily, sharing her bad times and good times (mostly bad, as is her lot) and just generally pretending that I am her dad. She even slips and calls me "Daddy" sometimes and we kind of laugh it off but there it ...
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