1. Blake & Ben (A New Beginning) - Chapter 4 - My First and My Last


    Date: 1/7/2017, Categories: Fiction, Blowjob, Gay, Teen Male / Teen Male, Author: StudioXPS, Rating: 91.7, Source: sexstories.com

    says, walking to his dresser drawers to fetch a clean pair of boxer-briefs. I can't help myself, I have to check him out again. He's too cute. Too perfect. Too... mine. My chest grows warm as I smile at that last thought. He exits his bedroom and heads down the hall to the bathroom. I roll over and bury my face in his pillow, breathing in his scent. I can't help myself, I shake and kick my legs like an excited fan girl. I can't believe I'm no longer a virgin. I can't believe I lost it to someone I love, instead of a meaningless one night stand - like so many other people in this world do. I roll to my side and sit up, swinging my feet over the edge of his bed. My feet land on the carpet below and I dig my toes into the carpet, looking around Blake's room. I spot his guitar in the corner of the bedroom and rise to my feet. I kneel down and snatch up my boxer-briefs and slide them on before approaching the guitar. Standing in front of it, I can't help myself, I run my fingers across the strings. The guitar emanates a melodic hum from the vibrating strings. I smile and look down at the desk to my left. I spot a red spiraled notebook and pull out the chair in front of the desk, plopping myself onto it. On the cover, in big bold letters are the letters B. A. F. Underneath it, there is a large heart that, at one point, had a large crack drawn down the middle of it. Now, crudely drawn over the crack, is a representation of a band aid with the letters, B. J. S. sketched in the ...
    middle. My initials? It brings a smile to my face. I hope I can help mend that broken heart of yours, Blake. Make you forget about what that asshole did to you. I open the notebook and see what appears to be poetry written on numerous pages. It takes me a moment to realize this isn't poetry, they're song lyrics. Lyrics Blake has written. I scan over the pages, not reading them in their entirety, because the first few lines on each page are already bumming me out, making my heart heavy for my cute boy. I flip the page and begin reading some of the words written in his beautiful handwriting. And another one bites the dust. Oh, why can I not conquer love? And I might have thought that we were one. Wanted to fight this war without weapons. And I wanted it, I wanted it bad. But, there were so many red flags. Now, another one bites the dust. Yeah, let's be clear, I'll trust no one. You did not break me. I'm still fighting for peace. Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart. But, your blade it might be too sharp. I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard. Yeah, I may snap when I move close. But, you won't see me fall apart. I turn the page. I can't bare to read it any longer. Makes me way too sad for him. I notice at the top of the next page, the date on it is yesterday's date. I lean over the notebook and start reading. Suddenly, I feel Blake's arms wrap lovingly around my shoulders. I didn't even hear him come back in the room. "Whatcha' readin', there, handsome," he asks. I ...
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