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Bar Snack Ch. 01
Date: 11/22/2016, Categories: Exhibitionism, Author: ShyLibrarianSL, Rating: 3, Source: LushStories
Author’s note: I’ve told this story before in various fora, most recently orally in the Public Library event at Venus Beach II in Second Life. But this is the first time I’ve begun to tell the rest of the story. It’s a work of fiction. Except, of course, for the parts that are inspired by experience. (Shy, March 2015) Around the turn of the millennium I lived right on Venice Beach in Los Angeles, overlooking Muscle Beach and the 'White Men Can’t Jump' basketball courts. There was frenetic activity all along the boardwalk every day for the milling tourists, a chainsaw juggler, a roller blading electric guitarist, artisans of all genres and abilities. But I was pretty reclusive while trying to deal with depression and anxiety following yet another relationship failure. When my money ran low I had to get out of my cave to find a job. I got one just a few blocks away in a small bar in a hotel. Bartending might seem an unlikely job for a reclusive depression-sufferer. But the clarity of the roles made it easier for me: I pour/you drink, I flirt/you tip. And the long mahogany bar itself served as a psychological barrier that I let “protect” me. One reason I rather liked working in what was quite obviously a pickup place was that I was, quite frankly, horny. Very horny. My only intimacies for months had been self-generated. My mouth was so hungry for cock or pussy that I could feel myself salivate just thinking about what I would desperately like to be doing later. On this Friday ...